GO FAR AWAY

I am nearly lose my way of the working, often think about my future .. what should i do? And which kind job is my favorite one..i told to my boss that i wanna to be a higher position,just like the asistance manager of HRM.But she though i haven't enough experiments to get it, i just give it up??
my job now that is a very boring working ,everything i should be all ready and remeber to do ..eventhough copy the form of everything in the office..and i don't think my boss will see my advantages in the future..so. i wanna to go ...