start another new term

nearly another new term... i have to ready the future of my graduate study . study hard and take out my whole power... blass me .

i am very sad , why i have no coulorful life in my mine since he went from me .. . why did you go so long and fast. i have no idea, no one can know me . and no one want to know the story about me . i just a very simple person, i just want to find a man who can makes me happy and treat like a princies.... i see so many friends of mine they have found their couple now and they look so deep inside the love .. i feel so happy for them but at the same time i feel so alone ...
alone walking in the street , shopping alone, reading alone, study alone, living alone...
i often think about the man who will be my couple , he is very nice and kind one , and the best point is he must like me so much and treat me very well... Now i know that is not that guy in the world..beacuse i have no the lucky life..

sadly sadly sadly